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Posts tagged: letting go: painful
I hate to think that all good things come to an end, but I have the feeling that they do.
That someday, things will end. That the truth will come out and you’ll leave me. That I’ll cause something bad to happen.
I don’t know. Part of me knows it’s not true that I’ll do something bad because of my OCD. I have these repetitive thoughts freaking me out that I’ll cheat on my boyfriend. It’s not true because I’m a very, very dedicated person and I couldn’t ask for someone better, nor does anyone I know hold a candle to him. I don’t want anyone else. But my OCD says ‘you’re going to end up cheating on him and you’ll be a horrible person and it’ll all be your fault.’ I know it’s the last thing in the world that I would ever do, but my OCD keeps telling me that it’s going to happen.
It isn’t worth the fight, it isn’t worth the time.
It isn’t worth the words or wasted breath.
It isn’t even worth your attention, apparently.
Sometimes, it won’t even be worth all the trouble.
And yet it would still be priceless if you did bother to fix it.
