College countdown: 18 days left. Horribly depressed right now. Two songs that were keeping my mood up aren’t being able to be retrieved from my iTunes. Fuck all Apple products. Fuck my life. Very cold, even though it’s like 80 degrees out. Wearing all the blankets. Addicted to Gatorade, possibly going through withdrawal. Gatorade has become the only constant in my life. Sad, sad situation. Grandmother dying of cancer. Feel lonely and forgotten. No one remembered me. Didn’t matter. Losing strength to form complete sentences. Need more Gatorade but it’s all the way in the fridge. Still wearing my pointies. Is it sad how my life is right now?