How many of you out there never had a prom?

I guess this is just one of those things I regret missing from my high school experience. At my school we can only have juniors and seniors go to prom unless you’re invited- and I wasn’t invited my first two years haha.

So my junior year, I thought I would get to go to prom. But I wasn’t able to because I was in outpatient treatment at the hospital. And other reasons on top of that.

And now I don’t get a chance to have a senior prom, which makes me really sad. I wanted a prom where I could dance with all my friends and have fun and live out loud and wear a long, pretty dress and not be ignored maybe. But I won’t get that because I’m not in high school anymore and college doesn’t grant a prom to would-be high schoolers.

So I guess this is just a rant about how I wish I had had a prom while I still had the chance. I will never get to have a prom now, where I can wear a huge dress and dance with all my friends and act all grown up. People only expect me to act all grown up all the time since I’m in college.