Let them go. And if they don’t come back, they were never yours to begin with.

Somehow I think this statement is both true and false.

Love is not always a forever thing. I think for some people it might be, but for all you out there who go around throwing “love” to every other guy or girl you meet, it is not a forever thing. Obviously. So I think this isn’t true because maybe they did love you at one point and now they just don’t. So they did belong to you but don’t anymore. 

But this statement is true because sometimes they could have belonged to you with all their heart, but they could not come back to you because it was not meant to be.

Or, my favorite to believe, they are coming back to you it’s just taking them a little while. That, ladies and gentlemen, is called denial haha.

I let someone I loved go. I still love them. I will for a long time. I thought last week maybe there would be hope that I had forgotten and could go on like nothing was wrong. But I can’t act like it never happened just yet.

I can’t act like he didn’t care. I haven’t had my closure. The last we talked about it he had said he didn’t have a thing for me under the manipulation of someone else.

What I want to know is if he is not under manipulation, what would that answer be?

If he really doesn’t like me, and when he says he really means it, then I can begin to move on knowing I’m just a bit delusional and I need to be more careful. More guarded.

If he really did like me, I don’t know what I’d do. All I know is I’d be happy. But for him, liking me has a lot of reprecussions that he wouldn’t want to deal with. So I don’t blame him if I never get an answer.

It’s just hard not knowing the truth sometimes.