I’m gonna give all my secrets away…

<secrets, OneRepublic>

See, the problem here is it is only 5:19 pm and it is completely dark out already. Not even six o’clock and the sky is black!!!! :O

Yesterday was my birthday, and it was also the winter solstice, which means nights will be getting shorter and shorter until summer at least.

 I guess some people don’t want to speak up for what they do or don’t want. I mean, if someone tells you something that their actions prove false, which do you believe? I don’t know which I should. It would be easy enough to say that I just don’t believe what was said… or to believe the actions. Or maybe, I could just be grateful and live in the moment.

Lol it’s kind of sad I’ve never had such a good time than I did this past semester at school. I almost said back there live in the moment and the past, but then I was like… that’s not right… it’s the future don’t dwell on the past. But that’s the sad part: I only wish that my future could be as good as my past. I don’t know at all what my future holds; it is in a delicate balanace that I do not even understand myself, but I will try and never take it for granted what I have, never forget the pain that lays behind me and take the freedom for granted.

Happy 18th birthday to me.