You know, it makes me feel alone when no one cares.

It makes me feel alone when I don’t have someone to talk to.

It makes me feel like I can’t even trust myself anymore.

You know what?

I’m going to go out.

I’m going to take some time to myself and take a break.

I’m going to go walking and I’ll come back in a while.

I will be back, I promise this to Uncle Irving.

I know you’re watching me from above, and I do promise I will come back.

When I am ready, I will come back.

I don’t care if they say I’m ruining the night or it would have been fine if not for me, but I just need some time to think.

I have no one.

Katie is busy with friends.

Jeremy is busy with Evan and I think they are both really mad at me.

I just need some time to myself.

Don’t hate me.

It’s so I don’t do anything I will regret later.